I woke up relaxed, but the tension of the previous night's conversation gave me a strong headache the next day. Ane came to my room to get me down for breakfast, but I couldn't. I asked her to inform the king that I needed some time to rest. As soon as she returned with the answer, my servant came with a tray full of bread, cakes, and fruit, according to the king's orders. I drank coffee in my bed right now, but I spent the rest of the morning thinking.
At lunchtime, it wasn't Ane who came to get me, but the king himself. Still exhausted and with a headache, I asked him to stay in my room, and he agreed. After all, I had little time to recover, and if all that rest and food helped, he would not prevent me from spending the next days in my bedroom.I slept a little after lunch in my room. Just before dinner, I went down to the library. This room has always been my favorite in the palace, with the garden. I read one of the books while waiting for dinner time. I was interrupted in my reading by Lucas knocking on the door and asking permission to talk to me.
I sat down with my head, and he started, after sitting in a chair in front of me:
- No problem, Lucas. - After talking, I cleaned my throat to go on, but everything you found out about Phillip, he had already told me somehow. We've been getting to know each other over the months. He had already asked me if I was sure that I wanted this marriage. At first, I couldn't decide; my father was clear. But the prince didn't want to force me to marry him. I believe he wanted me to love him like he loves me, but without powers, without hypnosis, just my will.
- I can't believe these creatures have feelings. But I saw him protecting the king in the Carpathians. He seems to have. I hope he protects you and takes care of you like I would. I hope you're right, Your Highness! - he got up and stood behind my chair, fell down, and spoke in my ear – but I believe you don't want to turn into such a creature, do you want to? Can you have descendants? I think your father counted on it... he came back and sat back in the chair in front of me.
- I don't know. I don't know anything about that, Lucas! I got up and walked to the door. Don't bother me with your jealousy anymore!
I opened the door, went out, and forcibly closed it behind me. A whirlwind of fear and anger passed through my body. I held up the tears that came from the bottom of my heart. I wanted children. Could Phillip give me children? I was frightened by the idea. I took a deep breath and went down the stairs to the dining room, which was very crowded today, after all, there were two days left for the festivities.
After a festive dinner, I went to the garden. My thoughts let me sleep so early. How I hated Lucas for putting all these questions in my mind. I was so sure I wanted to stay with Phillip. Damn it! I walked from side to side, sat on the front seat of a huge fountain in the middle of the garden, and felt a hand on my shoulder.
- Do you have any doubts? - I could hear Lucas's voice coming from behind me.
- Why did you do that? Why did you put these things in my mind? - I asked, grabbing his hand and throwing it away.
- Because I'm not going to lose you without fighting.- he said with a malicious smile on his lips.
I stood up and walked towards the palace, climbed the stairs, and locked myself in my room. I know I won't be able to sleep today. Damed!